Sunday, July 8, 2012

CRY TO GOD


When I talk to god
I pretend that it’s you
Cause you’re not around so what are lonely girls to do?
Asking him the questions I usually ask myself
I wonder does he have the same answers.


Dear God should I stay or should I go?
Work it out or walk out?
Is it even worth the trouble when the results are only heartache?
Dear God do I stay or do I go?


Respect his hustle most real women do
Working all day turns into just an excuse
Cause paychecks don't match your work so now what's the excuse. 
Phone rings
Bathroom meetings
All of a sudden you have to go
And now I'm questioning God, should I stay or should I go?


Dear God should I stay or should I go?
Work it out or walk out?
Is it even worth the trouble when the results are only heartache?
Dear God do I stay or do I go?


I put my all into this
To no avail
Everything you ever wanted was right here.
God do you hear me?
What do you think?
Am I stupid?
Am I foolish?
Questions I ask you but I already know the answers
I should ask him these questions but I'm afraid of his answers


Oh my dear Boy should I stay or should I go?
Work it out or walk out?
Is it even worth the trouble when the results are only heartache?
Dear Boy do I stay or do I go?


He'll beg me to stay
Change but only temporarily
I feel so stupid
I'm so foolish.
Again I'm asking God
Should I stay or should I go?
I'm gone
The answer was in myself.


PorchiaWilson@2012....I am the Script....Signed, Sealed, Delivered and Copywritten

2 comments:

  1. aww Chop I love this, tears I know this feeling

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  2. THIS HITS DEEPLY BECAUSE I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH THIS ISSUE FOR A WHILE NOW. I REALLY NEVER PAID ATTENTION TO POETRY LIKE THAT BEFORE YOU IN YOUR BLOGS.THEY HELP, THANKZ. I SEE YOU STILL USING OUR WORD FOOLISH!

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